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I realised I've made it a habit to skip school at least once every single week for the past few weeks. Oh gosh. I should exercise more self-control and not get too attached to my bed in the morning! Haha. And I'm always absent on Wednesdays! Why why why? -___-'''
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I miss the way you told me you loved me. But that's what happens when a couple breaks up; the love fades and you have to get used to not hearing 'I miss you' or 'I love you' anymore. Then the rest of your days are spent on trying to let go, or trying to move on. Or maybe convincing that still hopeful heart of yours that there's a chance left in this world, that you'll both end up together again. After that you have to face the heartache that comes with the thought of your love being with someone else, and finally realize your chances of ever being with him again are getting thinner & thinner each day.
Why can't life just have a rewind, fastfoward, and pause button?That way, I can rewind back to when we were together, live through each moment knowing that you'll leave me. Then fastfoward through the present because I just can't deal with the depression around me. And then pause it at the best parts, the best moments we spent together. So I can freeze time before I have to say goodbye...
If you loved him, truly loved him, then you don't just 'get over' him. If you do, it wasn't even close to love. I think sometimes we just need to tell ourselves we're over him, because we're just not ready to realize, that a part of him is going to stay with you forever.
And one month had passed.